So a while back i was at this party and i was the first girl to arrive and there were like 20 guys already there, we were all siting around, having a beer and whatnot when the dj arrived. So all the guys went out the front of the house to help set up the dj gear and it was just me sitting there alone in the backyard for like 5 minuets. I stood up to go follow them bc i was getting really bored when i realized something, my period had gone through my white pants and stained the while chair, i was humiliated, i had no idea what to do, i could hear the guys were coming back and i had to do something quick, time was running out. So i grabbed the chair, ran like 10 meters and threw it over the fence into the neighboring yard, i quickly walked back and tied my jacket around my waist. The guys soon returned and didn’t suspect a thing, i am amazing.
Ashley. Katchadourian. You were supposed to be watching the door. YOU. WERE SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING THE DOOR. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING THE DOOR. ASHLEY KATCHADOURIAN. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THESE ARE, ASHLEY KATCHADOURIAN? THESE ARE A LITTLE GIRL’S ARMS. A LITTLE GIRL WITH DREAMS, WITH LEGS,…
“Wanna make a monster? Take the parts of yourself that make you uncomfortable - your weaknesses, bad thoughts, vanities, and hungers - and pretend they’re across the room. It’s too ugly to be human. It’s too ugly to be you. Children are afraid of the dark because they have nothing real to work with. Adults are afraid of themselves.”—Black Telephone (Richard Siken)
If you don’t love yourself, you’ll always be chasing people who don’t love you.
a lot of people on this site have a lot of opinions on what will happen to you if you don’t love yourself or how self-hatred works. a lot of those opinions involve the whole ‘if you don’t love yourself, how can you expect others to?’
i’m on the whole self-love journey, but right now, i can definitely say without hesitation that i do not like myself at all. nope. some things i’d like to say:
(1) if you don’t love yourself, you should be worried about wandering this earth perpetually at war with yourself and never feeling truly happy or safe as long as you exist… not whether you’ll be ever able to find romantic love.
(2) it is entirely possible for people who absolutely hate every single atom of themselves to find successful romantic love. creating (and maintaining) good relationships and protecting yourself from bad ones is different from self-love. particularly if you’re a collectivist.
(3) if you don’t love yourself and you find yourself in a shitty relationship, for the love of god don’t blame it on yourself or your lack of self-love. even if it was a factor, relationships are a two-way street and mental illness is meant to be something to work on in a relationship. if you want to attract less shitty people, try being brutally honest all the time. shitty people are afraid of honesty. they’ll run away from you like cockroaches.
idk, i’m so up myself thinking i can give the internets life advice on anything important whatever shut up.
If you have been bullied, hit, teased, put down, hurt, lied to, or hated by you’re own family; you don’t need to justify how you feel. You dont need to explain yourself. You are allowed to hate a family member or dislike a family member if they’ve given you a reason to.
the next time you think you’re lonely, just remember you have about 25 billion white blood cells in your body protecting your sorry little ass with their life. you have 25 billion friends who would die for you. no need for tears.
I actually needed that.
when i was a teen, my favourite part of my body was my immune system. it protects me. :)
oh hun well you first have to understand gay sex. Us gays have many ways of doign it but we use the terms top and bottom to describe who does what during sex. A top usually inserts their penis into the orpheus of the bottom where its their mouth or anus. When your a virgin bottom your like
and you talk about having a cock shoved up your ass 10 miles even though youve never done it. But then say you get into a relationship or have a thing with someone and they happen to be a top and youre a bottom and youre overpowering teenage hormones make you very thirsty and sexual and you start talkin about having sex with your lover
and your top partner is very excited so he buys condoms and lube and hes very happy because he cant wait to have sex with you
so its finally time and you guys are making out on the couch and he starts to take off your cloths and whispers in your ear
and instead of saying
you whisper back
He starts undressing and puts a condom on and you realized that he has a really long and thick penis
but then you realize, as he lubes up, that his 7 inch penis is going in you
but fear sets in
but you dont want to be a virgin anymore either so you take off your underwear and he asks are you sure youre ready and your sarcasm prevails and you respond
so he spreads your ass wide open and slowly pushes his cock into your ass and your eyes open wide and you start to moan a little and at first youre not sure how it feels
but you go with it and it starts hurting a little but you keep going because it feels good strangely
and he keeps pushing harder and harder into your ass and now hes moaning and youre not quite sure what the appropriate response is
so you moan louder and louder and realize that this is actually happening. youre having sex.
me??? im actually having a penis shoved up my ass??? it hurts so bad but feels so good!
now your top is moaning really hard and he starts hitting you gspot and good vibrations have started running through every muscle in your body
you feel something. its like a liquid.
then you realized your top has came into you ass and his semen is overflowing you anus and it comes flowing out!
and you might do a few other things that night but over all it was a good first experience, but it hurt a lot because youre new which is where is photo came in
the whole “anger is poisonous and bad for u” mindset was created by people who didn’t want to deal w the justified anger directed at them by others
anger is powerful and important, anger is fuel, and only you determine whether or not…
in a way, both people were right.
people underrate anger. anger is the emotion of change and a perfect response to injustice and oppression. anger is the emotion most likely to get people to change a bad situation and stand up for what’s right.
on the other hand, since most marginalised people will never live to see an end to their own oppression, most people will acquire a perpetual anger from it. anyone stuck in this situation navigates this perpetual anger all their lives, but most will acquire one or two mental illnesses from it. some drown in it. some die from it. it’s an unfair game.
however, something a lot of angry marginalised people hear is ‘your own anger will poison you’… as if marginalised people cause their own pain. that’s oppressor logic. people should be telling oppressive shitheads that ‘your oppression will poison people’.
“I wake up every morning and
I am at war. Some days I am
a soldier, some days I am a
land mine. This morning I
woke up a captive country;
I am being swallowed whole
and can’t find hands to fight
for myself.”—anne, waking up helpless (via anneisrestless)